“”SEE These FILMS on MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES to better understand!” by kerasotes””

“SEE These FILMS on Multiple PERSONALITIES to better understand!”
DEAR ALL FRIENDS –
 
Addie Lee Pickus Chase, Scot McRoberts, Mitzi Austin, Content Hagen, Cassandra Reed, Clumpner David, Robert Dunas Bill Trautman Dan LeSeure Walter Johnson Catherine Vespa
 
& YOU OTHER SPRINGFIELD PEOPLE LIKE BARBARA SCHEIBLING, GAIL EVELOFF, MARILYN MYERS, ETC.
 
Lawrence W. Clarkson AND Darrel Lee Fisher AND Leroy Salazar Russ Hill Richard Bassett Vera Goulet Diane Geniesse AND Carol Overbeck AND ALL THOSE I MISSED PERSONALLY AS THE LIST IS LONG…..
 
AND ALL MICHAEL’S OTHER CHILDHOOD, CULVER, WORK, UNIVERSITY, AND THE 1704 OF DANE DICKE:
 
THIS IS MY NOTE TO PAULA AND YOU ALL ABOUT MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES OR D.I.D. DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISEASE !!! M. NIGHT SHYAMALAN MADE “SPLIT” IN 2016.
 
THE COMMENTARY AT THE END IN SPECIAL FEATURES IS THE BEST PART — HE TELLS ALL ABOUT HIS EXPERIENCE AND WHY HE WANTED TO MAKE THIS MOVIE. IF YOU WANT TO UNDERSTAND US AND THE HORROR THAT WE LIVE IN — THEN, PLEASE SEE THIS FILM. THERE WERE IN THE PAST THESE FILMS. THE 1ST WAS “THE 3 FACES OF EVE” (JOANNE WOODWARD WON THE ACADEMY AWARD FOR HER PERFORMANCE. RAYMOND MASEY (AKA PERRY MASON) WAS HER DOCTOR. THEN “SYBIL” WITH SALLY FIELD WAS IN IT WITH 16 PERSONALITIES. JOANNE WOODWARD AND PATTY DUKE REMADE THIS FILM. SEE BOTH. PAY ATTENTION TO THE DOCTORS. THEY ALL WANT TO HELP BUT THEY WANT TO TALK TO THE OTHERS OR THE ALTERS OR THE OTHER PERSONALITIES. THEY WANT TO FIND THE EVENT THAT MADE THE ORIGINAL SPLIT. THESE MOVIES NEVER GET THAT FAR NOR WHY EACH PERSONALITY CAME OUT. PITY. THIS NEW ONE GOES A BIT FARTHER – VOICES – I THINK YOU CAN HERE ALL THE VOICES THAT GO ON IN “SPLIT” VOICES ARE THE OTHER PERSONALITIES TALKING OUT LOUD IN THE BRAIN AND YOU HEAR IT IN YOUR HEAD AND OUTSIDE IN THE REAL WORLD AND THEY CAN TAKE THE REAL WORLD AWAY AND YOU CAN’T HEAR A WORD OF IT OR REALITY ….. I’VE WRITTEN ABOUT THAT – THE VOICES –
 
PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU SEE IT AND WHAT YOU THINK AND IF YOU’VE SEEN THE OTHERS AND WHAT YOU THOUGHT AND HALLE BARRE MADE SEVERAL AND REALLY GOOD ONES. THEY ARE ALSO AT THE EVERETT LIBRARY. HER MULTIPLES HAD IT ROUGH. SO DOES JAMES. SYBIL AND EVE DIDN’T HAVE IT THAT BAD.
 
OH, I WAS GOING TO SAY THAT ONCE YOU ARE 40 AND YOU FIND OUT, IT TAKES A LIFETIME TO GET WELL AND SOME DON’T AND SOME DO AND SOME TAKE THE ALTERNATE WAY TO STAY SEPARATE AND KEEP ALL YOUR PERSONALITIES AND LIVE THAT WAY.
 
THERE IS AN ALTERNATIVE TO THIS:
 
TRUDDI CHASE HAD 99 OTHER PERSONALITIES AND WENT INTO A COMA AT THE AGE OF 2 FROM HER PARENTS PHYSICAL ABUSE AND NEVER CAME OUT OF IT. HER OTHER PERSONALITIES TOOK OVER. THE BOOK IS CALLED “WHEN RABBIT HOWLS” AND IS THE ALTERNATIVE TO INTEGRATION OF ALL PERSONALITIES INTO ONE BEING AND THAT IS GETTING WELL. THE OTHERS FIGHT TO STAY SICK SO THEY CAN LIVE. MICHAEL AND HIS DOCTOR’S DIDN’T WANT THAT BUT THAT’S WHAT HAPPENED AND THEY (NOT ME) KILLED HIM IN 2013). MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES ARE LIKE TRUDDI CHASE AND HER BOOK “WHEN RABBIT HOWLS” IS EXPLAINED ON WIKIPEDIA WELL AND WHICH ISN’T REALLY EXPLAINED IN THE BOOK.
 
SO MY NOTE TO PAULA AND YOU:
 
“Paula – M. Night Shyamalan’s new movie “SPLIT” is about Multiple Personalities ! James MacAvoy is 40 and has 23 submerged personalities or alters. There’s a new one who is going to dominate them all. Michael the original had 56 other personalities. We are down to 2 at almost 70. 30 years later and still not one. You can see the difficultness of being a Multiple in This New Movie. 2 Dominate Jame’s System and he hides insides wanting to kill himself and all of them. He hates being this way I’d say. Michael did. There are interesting comparisons between James & Michael. They have or had the same kind of Wonderful Psychiatrist Doctor Who Cares About Him but is more interested in meeting all the others to prove her theory. Interesting. I thought I’d send you a note/message on this since you were most helpful when we needed it !!!! The Movie came out is 2016 and is Now In The Everett Downtown Library! Go and See It or check it out. It has 2 endings. One is an Alternate. Let me know what you think about it even if you have to see it twice and when you can get around to it please. Thanks so much for everything and being just you – wonderful Paula Rey Cowdrey! me ”
 
AUGUST 10, 2017 THURSDAY EVENING
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“SEE ‘SPLIT’ by M Night Shamalan about dissociation / multiple personalities and not like us, they kill their doctor. I won’t Let Us. I Won’t I’m a Protector! Franklin.”

go see “SPLIT” M. Night Shamalan’s New Movie about Multi-Personalities or Dissociative Identity Disorder! See his Comments on his film and the alternate ending. They – the guy had 23 – killed their doctor! I’m glad we had me and don’t do things like that or didn’t. We didn’t kill our doctor or eat people ! They don’t tell you what happened to the Original but he’s in there! They have a Super Human Emerge! Amazing. They didn’t tell all the reasons why we exist but they got some of it and the Voices are There or Are They. Multi’s Live in a Horrible World of Voices and they can choose to not live with Voices. I’ve tried that! That works. Have fun, franklin

and i did this also for Michael:

I SENT THE PIECE OF RAW PLATINUM TO CULVER
FRESH OUT OF THE PROSPECTOR MINE IN MONTANA TO ME AND THEN TO CULVER.
THEY HADN’T OPENED IT YET
SO I TOLD THE DIRECTOR THIS:
PLEASE HOLD THE PIECE IN YOUR LITTLE HAND SIR. SMELL IT. IT IS MONEY DOUG (BEV’S BROTHER SAID AS HE CRACKED IT IN FRONT OF ME WHEN HE CAME DOWN TO SEE HIS SISTER BEFORE SHE DIED AND HE REMEMBERED MY GIFT THAT OF PLATINUM GOLD AND SILVER NUGGERTS FROM THEIR FATHER’S MINE, AND I SAT THERE IN AWE. SO DID TOM THE DIRECTOR OF CULVER AND THEIR CULVER FUND. I WROTE THAT SINCE YOU REQUESTED ONLY ONE PIECE – I PUT IT IN A SPECIAL BAG. [I SENT CRYSTALS OF QUARTZ AND BLUE GREY NUGGET OF RAW PLATINUM AND OTHER RARE EARTHS IN A SECOND BAG FOLKS] !!
OPEN THAT ONE {THE ONE WITH ONLY ONE PIECE} AND TAKE THE PIECE OUT AND HOLD IT IN YOUR HAND…..
AND HE DID AND THIS IS WHAT HE SAID ABOUT IT …

“On Jul 18, 2017 7:59 AM, “Thomas Mayo ’75” <Thomas.Mayo@culver.org> wrote:
Hi Michael,
Thank you for your most recent gifts of the chunk of platinum with silver and gold interlaced and rare earths.
You were indeed correct when you raved about the beauty and specialness of the platinum piece. I know nothing about this and I could tell I was holding something very unique and beautiful
Thank you. We will be adding the pieces to your collection for students to see.
Best,

Thomas Mayo ’75
Director of the Culver Fund, Development
Culver Academies 1300 Academy Road Culver, IN 46511 | www.culver.org
—“From: Mike Kerasotes
Date: Fri, Jul 21, 2017 at 4:21 PM
Subject: Re: Platinum, Minerals and Rare Earths-WOW!
To: “Mayo, Thomas”
I’m glad Tom you felt that when you held it in your hand. You’re rare and beautiful -looking at something in my little hand! Rather neat, rather unique.
You are most welcome.
Kindest Regards,
me [Mike Kerasotes [425-422-5339michaelkerasotes@gmail.com kerasotes@outlook.com” 3017 Lombard Avenue 603W, Everett WA 98201 USA]

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I PRINTED OUT THE PAGES!! ONE WITH THE STORY “THE PRECIOUS ROCKS I GAVE TO CULVER ACADEMIES FOR MICHAEL – I GOT THE TANZANITE & TRILOBITES & PLATINUM RAW. THIS I DID, ME FRANKLIN AND I GOT A PRECIOUS LETTER YESTERDAY FROM THE DIRECTOR THOMAS MAYO THE THIRD. TO DAY IS SATURDAY JULY 22, 2017. I HOPE TO PRINT OUT THE SPECIAL NOTE HE WROTE, TOO! ”

I PRINTED OUT THE LETTER FROM HIM TO ME ON EMAIL TOO!

WELL I GOT IT! IT IS DONE! I CAN FRAME THEM NOW !! 🙂 franklin

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That was the correspondence between us.  I decided on Me’s Tray of the Precious Stones all loose in that purple beautiful antique glass (old) and my letter from The Director of Culver Fund of Culver Academies, Culver Indiana USA that stated basically and i’ll paraphrase myself:  “put the piece of platinum in your hand when you get a break from taxes or doing them and just look at it and hold it and you will see how precious and wonderful it is to hold something like that that has just come 2000 miles out of the Earth just for you for Culver and he cracked the piece open and there was the vein and the whole room smelled of it and he said that’s the smell of money Doug Did, Didn’t he Bev, Yes! He Did!  🙂 It Smelled of Earth.  Gads I was Done In!  and so he wrote me and told me that what i’d told him to do he did and he could tell he was holding something unique and beautiful …………………………….    .

Amazing!  So I put it up for you here.  These are the things I did for Michael Since It was “All About Michael and What Michael Couldn’t Do because of things like you.  Not Me!  Michael told me so.  The Me in March 9 2014 in front of Everyone He told us all that I was The Only One Not to HURT MICHAEL! Just Me – None of the 50 some others did he tell a word of this for not one had not hurt Michael – they all had – murdered him they did, Yoda, murder him they did. I didn’t.  And I Trained The Other – Phillip – Well!  I’ve done and excellent job Betsy The Social Worker Said.  So I can leave now.  I can go.  I can go away.  I kept us from killing each other and others like some of them wanted to but couldn’t and couldn’t get the rest of us to do it or agree with them.  I got Phillip to make a personality and dream right and well and become a good person and likable and knows the meaning of the word being and making friends or friend.  He was told to make Friends with This Body, Himself, & Me in April of 2016 by my new Psychiatrist Dr. Shawn after I said I was made without Love & Hate Because He was Made with it to Kill With It and Dr. Shawn asked who was talking and got me back and I explained it to him and he told me that i intrigued him and fascinated him and he read my journals on here and loved them.  My way is working.  This will end soon.  I’m glad I’ve done a good job showing Phillip (Glad He Got A Name !!! ) How To Be A Good Person.  One Who Cares About Himself!  I taught Him How To Do All The Things that go with having An Apartment and how to pay and lesson the bills and save money for the future and enjoy movies and books and eating out and the radio and people and things.  I’ve worked very hard on that and I am glad I did.  It was and is rewarding to see him working right.  Seeing him Not Voice is nice.  I really like that.  Seeing and Hearing Him Letting Us Go To Sleep is Nice!  So I’ve done a good job.  

But I Liked The Email Letter I got from Thomas Mayo the Third Director of The Culver Fund, Culver Academies, Culver, Indiana, USA BEST OF ALL I DID !!!!!

it showed me that i actually did the one thing Michael Liked To Do All The Time – show someone something they’ve never seen before and never are again – because his mother would probably throw them away – a raw chunk of pure platinum direct out of the mine – some 2000 feet down and fresh from a platinum mine in Montana a friend’s father owned and left them and tom held it in his hand and said …  

“On Jul 18, 2017 7:59 AM, “Thomas Mayo ’75” <Thomas.Mayo@culver.org> wrote:
Hi Michael,

Thank you for your most recent gifts of the chunk of platinum with silver and gold interlaced and rare earths.

You were indeed correct when you raved about the beauty and specialness of the platinum piece. I know nothing about this and I could tell I was holding something very unique and beautiful

Thank you. We will be adding the pieces to your collection for students to see.

Best,

Thomas Mayo ’75
Director of the Culver Fund, Development
Culver Academies 1300 Academy Road Culver, IN 46511 | www.culver.org

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SO Doing things for Michael because he isn’t here is somehow “the most wonderful thing of being here” – this body and its system are set up for just one now and it’s gonna get its way soon.  BY My Showing It – SPLIT – I got it to see ‘how worthless’ its pretending to be a 2 year old idiot and hurt this body like it did 60 years ago and in its 20 and 30 and 40 years old wars with Michael it had.  I’ve had it and am leaving.  I did a good job.  He’ll have to do Michael Things and be nice to himself and all.  He will enjoy that, I did!  Me, with my kindest regards to Phillip – The Other – from Franklin or just Frank to you Phill.   July 23, 2017 6:45 P.M. P.D.T.  Home – Everett 98201.

“”i don’t know i think i like it better when i take a break from here” “By kerasotes””

“i don’t know i think i like it better when i take a break from here”

i don’t know i think i like it better when i take a break from here and have us work out how to have a happier happy ending life than the horror of what I’ve figured out was their 20 year old war with Michael and their 30 year old war with Michael. Of Course This War Went on All His (Michael) Life. Awful. Since all of The Others are Gone, why do we have to war ??? Why War when We Could Have FUN! That’s what I am working on and I am working on repairing what chemo and radiation did to this body and I am 1 year 2 months after radiation and bleeding every day to 5 days without bleeding and I stabilized my weight at 155 pounds. I worked real hard at this. Getting the Bleeding Stopped Was A Goal from Last Year. I’ve almost got that under control and I’d say some days I don’t bleed. Pretty Good for me. You realize I am battling the last of the old horrible personalities that killed the original just to stay alive. They didn’t want to die. The didn’t like that idea. So they took over and by doing so ruined their lives and Michael’s. Michael wanted “A Day Without Voices” and he’d wanted that in like 1994 so this is 2017 and that’s like a 20 year war these personalities had with Michael for they all decided they “Didn’t Want A Good Day!” !!!! I’ve written about how they had no plan for what they’d do without Michael – and that they would then have no place to ‘Get Well’ – No Michael – They Couldn’t Integrate! Integrate means Well. Integrate = Death.  [What a horrible concept to face as a personality knowing that you have to end or give up your life to become One with The Host Original Personality and die.  You really just die.  It is hard to take.  But so easy to do.  Think of it as a step.  It really is a thought.  You just leave.  Integrate = It also means whole and one – all personalities integrate into one – hopefully the host. He gets well and lives a happy ending life. Since he’s gone and it’s 20 years later and we are still fighting over that ’24 hour – lets not hear voices‘ wars of theirs and i got here in 2009 and now they are all gone but this one and I Asked If I Could Have This Body From Michael Since No Body Else Wanted It. And he said “Yes, I could have it!” So there. It’s mine and I’m going to keep it. I don’t want it hurt. He [the other or Phillip} does. He wants to hurt this body. He’s still at war with it and Michael. It is sick. It is childish. It is an awful thing to watch. I trained its brain to help me and I am winning at that. I got a pill to help me. It does. Serotonin is the brain drug that I needed because of all the brutal attacks and horror and punishment and then persecutor personality attack upon me [and this thing is 60+ years in this body having a bad day and is very good at it if you want to compliment a good thing (which I don’t) and gads 60 years at having a bad day, can’t it end? So That’s What I Am About, Getting this body some peace and to feel good and enjoy the days it has. Me Franklin am doing this for that is what Michael wanted ! (and since “The Mike” said in 2013 April that we are supposed to do the things Michael couldn’t because of things like us. And so I do. I like them. I think this body is all set up to do the things that Michael would do. I got the rock collection to Culver; I got The Apology to Culver that Michael Wanted; I got his name Immortalized at his favorite old high school (Culver Military Academy); I Got The _____ – I’ve lost it and it’s important the other says so he is blocking it. I see no point in this and am eliminating it. He’s Good At This & IT IS A BAD THING – so he does it. I’ve got him on working being kind. He likes that better. He helps me sleep.  He’s helping me do other things.  I want it Peaceful Here – No More War.  My body is 67 years old and has been just a year and two months out of Radiation and that does Terrible Things To Your Body – Radiation Does!  So, I’m working on getting him, Phillip, ready to leave. To Leave is To Die. It is also To Integrate. You Become One with The Original and then you live as a part of a whole restored no longer ‘a part’ but part of the whole – the whole being. I am able to tell Phillip not to do bad things and to help me sleep and to have a better time of it during the day. Instead of a Battle To Kill The Other Couldn’t It Be Have A Happy Ending. Have Fun. Enjoy the Day You Have. Now. We are 67 years old not 37 years old like this War. Ok? And He Understands. So, I know I will win. He is dying. He’s less than half of what he started with with me (and he shouldn’t) – he’s less than whole. He was a fractile of himself a fracture i believe is the correct word. Serotonin helps you restore the chemical this part of the brain has not had in a long time. feeling like you want to live and it is worth it and not obsessive and compulsive and panic and attack and hurt and I’m putting an End To All This. I Am. So I am taking a break to do my battles offline and in person and alone. Privately. I want to be alone to think it out. Then Since It Has Been Working and My Brain Is Helping Me Now, I want to continue and even start psychotherapy since my doctor said to. I will find a psychiatrist to help me with ridding this body of the other or Phillip for he is just to mean and not fit to run this body and I don’t want to give up (another serotonin) and leave the body to him. I Do Not Want To Leave The Body To Him. So my Dissociation Doctor Said It Could Be Done – Murder the other personality. They murdered Michael. I was acquitted March 9, 2014. And I’m gonna kill him for it. I’m gonna kill him for Murdering Michael. Since they did it, I can. I have found the way Brain to kill the little trouble-maker – I Have. So there.

See you all in a while. This will take me some time. The little blue pill takes effect in my system in 3 more pills. That’s sometime Thursday When I Think I Can Kill Phillip. To The Death, then. To the Death!

Kindest regards,

Franklin

3/27//2017 Monday Morning

“”Serotonin & Dopamine Pathways & Functions — What they do!” “By kerasotes””

Serotonin & Dopamine Pathways & Functions — What they do
[The Hurt or Hurters &amp; The Help or Helpers12715299_10208812915308013_6103378633113856117_nThe personality systems of Michaelpage 144 minutes ago · ]

Serotonin & Dopamine Pathways & Functions — What they do —

Serotonin & Dopamine Pathways & Functions
and what they do – I like this chart.

Last year I did the work to help these things. It paid off. Dopamine Functions: Reward Pleasure Motor Function -fine tuning Compulsion Perseveration on the one side; and, the other side are the serotonin functions Mood Memory Processing Sleep Cognition.

This year I get to finish it aqnd make this body one. Now today March 16, 2017 I have a new way to help increase the other good things that were destroyed by the others in ‘taking the life away of Michael’ and giving him a bad day things’ are in here. I hope in two weeks I get rid of Phillip and Continue Life as Planned. I wanted him to understand and here is the chart of what he didn’t do last year with Dr. Morgan the Ph. D. in Dissociation who taught me how to correct Cognitive Error and Triggers and Emotions.

Now I get help from a little blue pill to help me with his 5 diseases he stole to make everyone’s life miserable. franklin

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I put all this back up on one page.  The Others Spent their lives their time taking away.  Once they had stolen away Michael and He wasn’t around to run the body any more, you all messed up and didn’t give yourselves the lives you should have and done something like the Mike told you to do and that was do the things Michael couln’t do and learn your likes and dislikes as everything that Michael did you may not like nor want to do.  You all didn’t plan this.
You didn’t plan lives for yourselves.
What were you going to do all day if you were the only one here? _______________________________________________ {ANSWER}
(they don’t have one.)
20 years went by and in or by 2015 only 2 out of 57 people were left and one of them not whole but fractured and I watched this being there.  And I found and said “So these Centers and Systems and Functions & Pathways to and in your Brain got disrupted” and “your life became destroying someone else’s”.   20 Years Passed !!  You did This You Did It To Yourselves.  Phillip, you did it too.  I got here in 2009 when you were all over 59 years of age.  I did not do this to myself.  I had not planned for 20 years on how to ruin a man’s life.  You ruined it because you were a part of him and were supposed to integrate and go back into him so he could have all his memories and life back.  That you didn’t do.  You all got rid of him.
He died and we got the Mike the next day.
That was in April 2013 on the 5th.  I want you gone before that day rolls around this year.  Do you know what that means?  You go so I can stay here alone and do my doctors and tests and be alone and one and was made that way and didn’t fracture nor torture myself the way you all did and i told you not to do that to yourselves 4 years ago.  You didn’t stop.  Phillip, Michael’s gone and you didn’t stop.  You didn’t give yourself that “good day”  you kept taking the good day away and replacing it with a “bad one”.  You could take away a good day and give us terrible day instead with a billion voices of the dead like Marge and George and Michael and Robert and Beth Voices all at the wrong ages and children and none of us ever heard Marge because she died before we got here [and there were 3 of us like that].  you all did this to yourselves 20 years ago just for a crummy ending in a book that did give you a way out, Doctor Scher’s and Integration instead of Opposing it and making that and all day long issue for the rest of your lives.  I don’t have that.
It doesn’t work that way anymore.  You are dying.  I’m getting older.  You are against this body – I am not!  You must go.  My doctor told me yesterday when he gave me this stuff to take with the “I want to throw myself out the library on the 9th floor every morning at 2 a.m. when the thing is closed – it is very inconvenient when you throw one of your little moods.  And this pill takes care of 6 major diseases or depressions, six – 6 – .  Six of them at once.  I like it.  Obsessive Compulsive Disorder is one of those 6, you gave yourself that.  Awful.  I told you about this stuff the day I got here and again today.  I want you to go away on your own before you die from never doing a good thing for yourself and having real fun in this real body since twenty years ago.   So i put all your charts up here that I took on my phone for you with all the dates of the people and when they came.  i was going to write the reasons but you interfered.  The Me said you were not to know The Original Reason Why Michael Split and That’s how things go.  I will write it out if I can.  If I live through all this.  There is that possibility, I may give out.
But “” Here are The Charts I Did The Doctor Liked and was Intrigued With “” just for you.
I want you to go away.  I want you out of here.  You want the same thing.  Help me with it and we’ll see if we can’t get you out of here in two weeks once the meds start kicking in and helping me.  I want you to help me help you go away and integrate.
There – that’s it.   The End, franklin.   March 16. 2017.  Thursday   f

“”I have been working on my problem!” “By kerasotes””

“I have been working on my problem!”

 

I have been working alone on my problem and thought I’d write you a bit about it. I have found things out and am sorting it out. So much of this to cut out i see. It’s work. I have been sleeping. I figured out a way. As for the other, I still talk to him occaisionally and work with him. His Voices are the Problem. He and They must go. I find them utterly useless. I am explaining it to him. Why torment yourself in Voices to be here when here is a trap with triggers and emotions and crazy ways of thinking that make you unhappy. They are all Michael based and from his childhood and have nothing to do with me at all. I came is 2009, grown up, He came in as a child. He still thinks that works for him and it doesn’t. You see there is no more Michael and all his triggers and emotions and ways of thinking – the cognitive parts – are errored and errored to keep them going and him doing it and being here. But finally this body brain and mind have reached a point with me (the last of the new things to survive) that I don’t need this, don’t have it, and that ‘it’ is what is making things go wrong. Even the headaches from Switching Personalities are Brutal. Too much wear and tear on the brain. Last year 40 falls and brain damage could have resulted. The tax on the brain of having two people at being here and winning is too much. I have to eliminate the pain in the brain and body and getting rid of him solves this issue. Too many centers in the brain are being used and run wrong by a creature of habit that needs no longer exist and who has to go. I am forcing him out. I no longer want him here. He has no function here that helps me or this body and I was told I got it free and clear of all the others and that I would win. I have found the way to win now and hope I can hold out and continue and soon this awful story will be over so ‘i can get back on with my life’ and ‘my chance’ and do it. That’s what this break has been about. Solving the Voicing Issues and keeping Phillip advised of what I am doing so he can see what is wrong here and how his just being here hurts us and this. It hasn’t been easy. It won’t be. It just won’t be easy. It is hard and work and I am at it. So the note is getting long and I must stop. So Phillip can’t run this body. I was wrong about that. It needed me to figure that out again and find that I was the only personality left who could run it. He can’t. I can. That’s the difference. And it is all I need (that difference) I show it the difference between a thing that would run it to death on triggers from the past that hurt it and kill it and then show it how it is when I take over and kill the voices and make things able to be read like books and movies that can be watched instead of his stupid ‘take this away from Michael Routine’ and help me to finish my work on making this body well and one.

I have re-scheduled the lung doctor for April 2017 and told the gastroenterologist about the bleeding and requested a note from Section 8 and see my doctor tomorrow and written by Franklin on Tuesday March 14, 2017.

“”We Want Some Time Alone without writing on here or there. We Want It To Work Out Our Problems Folks, We, two do!” “By kerasotes””

“We Want Some Time Alone without writing on here or there.  We Want It To Work Out Our Problems Folks, We, two do!”  

 

It is like this, we have been at war.  We want time off to see what this ‘enjoyment of life’ is about.  We have to work out why he’s having such a difficult time letting go of the bad boy.  But in order to enjoy the days you have to be here and that includes sleeping and being nice to yourself even though you have done wrong.  

You want him to right his wrong so you tell him all the good things that come with that. This is what he says I say to him and it is pretty good and a good picture of him trying to be good and the only one here and one who knows how to run it and have fun, he does know this.   So. We,  Phillip & I Franklin have decided to take some time out from here and there and we just wanted you to know that we were off thinking of working solutions to our problems.  

I told him we need time here to talk and not on the internet so it is off boundaries for a while for we think our story old and trying and want it to have a ‘Happy Ending’

Instead of just an alternative like When Rabbit Howls ,  That they the others all end up together without a real person growing up and being in charge and they miss out on a few things we were lucky to catch.  It would be nice to have this body One like ‘The 3 Faces of Eve’ who really lived here in the Seattle area and Michael drove by her house one day with a friend of his who knew her.  Cool.  She has a happy ending.  She gets well.  She gets to be one without voices.  Phillip may just get that being here – the use or need to make voices gone.  I couldn’t make ’em when I got here – here in The Body – and was like Custodian.  Gads.  So we need to talk things out and discuss Happy Ending Things!  

See Ya!

US