“”My Bad News for This Coming Year!!” “by kerasotes””

  I’m proud of…  “MY NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION” —– !”
I don’t want to be a Multiple Personality anymore! 

  ON JANUARY 1ST, 2018 !!!!!!!!!!!!!

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MY BAD NEWS FOR THE COMING YEAR 2018

 

This is the week I find out about the Brain Damage and the Brain Scan I had on Tuesday last. It was an MRI Brain Scan with and without radioactive dye. I’m frightened and scared and worried and upset and I don’t know if I can make it with this other personality year it has been mean to me everyday of my life since the last new personality left October 28th, 2015.

Betsy she my social worker told me to wait until Friday when I see my doctor and just stop worrying about it until then. I’ve tried that and sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn’t.

I heard back from the University of Washington Psychiatric Department or their Behavioral Health Clinic, and they’re just the same as Everett Behavioral Health Clinic, because, they won’t take my  Medicare Medicaid Dual Insurance from United Health Insurance. So I’m out of luck trying to get a Psychiatrist to help me get rid of the other personality who is caused all this damage and I’m very upset about it!

I haven’t heard back from the University of Washington in Seattle’s Oral Health Department and the Brain Surgery Department about Operating on My Brain and Reconstructing My Mouth.

It was supposed to take 2 days for them to call me and I haven’t heard a word. I’m Most Displeased with this!

I wonder if they’ll take my Health Insurance.

Just another problem when you get over 65 and you have Dual Medicare Medicaid and none of the hospitals or doctors like it.

Show on this February 4th, 2018.

I close with my kindest regards and hope you have a lovely day, me ………….

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PS: the Photo is of my hair that grew out from late last year.  It has been two years on last January 26th, 2018 that I Got Out of Radiation Hell!

Here is the story of why I took it:

 

 

I’m still scared to death about this upcoming operation I’m to have it to University of Washington here in Washington State. They want to do it immediately and that will be next week I imagine.

I see my doctor on Friday the 9th and I’m sure he will let me know the rest of what the MRI brain scan showed.

They called me three hours afterwards and told me the news but they wouldn’t tell me all the rest of it, and they said that I should wait until I see my doctor on Friday next not tomorrow, about the rest of the scan. The first part of the day did without the radioactive dye. Then they had to do it all over again with the dog I injected. If I go into radiation for it and they don’t have to cut up in my skull and go in to my brain I won’t lose all my hair.

But if they do I don’t mind. It took me from October last year when it started growing back till now to grow this long. 2 years after radiation on the 26th of January 2018, was my anniversary period out of RADIATION for the 1st of the CANCERS; out of the seven cancers I had or have two now are in remission —- the lung cancer and the prostate cancer. Five more CANCERS TO HEAL! —– (THE BONE CANCER IS UNTREATABLE THE BONE DOCTOR TOLD ME; HE SAID I SHOULD HAVE BEEN DEAD 5 YEARS AGO !!! —- that would have made it 5 years before 2015 or 2010 the year I celebrated my 60th birthday by going to Egypt and sailing down the Nile for 5 days just to see Abu simbel that Ramses and Nefertari built. Along with the pyramids the library at Alexandria the Lighthouse of Alexandria the museum in Cairo I rode a camel out into the desert and I have survived this long.

Go to Snohomish ice cream/ Recall to read about it and since I ate it in 2014 from May to October , I didn’t find out until Christmas eating bad ice cream and then it was too late because it has to be tested within 2 weeks after you’ve eaten it . You get flu symptoms and throw up you have diarrhea you get headaches and sick to your stomach so never eat Snoqualmie Falls ice cream. Please ***

I got all these diseases and Cancers listeria started it the cancers came afterwards. Never eat Snoqualmie Falls ice cream that’s what the people who owned it and worked there and where the doctor’s or their doctors the ice cream people’s doctors said.

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Mike Kerasotes

Mike Kerasotes It should be unhappy unsmiling crying face but I just wanted you to see how long my hair grew from October last year to February 1st this year 2018.

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Shyleen Reed

Shyleen Reed Wow!! Ur hair has really grown.

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Greg Case

Greg Case Your hair is beautiful!

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Mike Kerasotes

Mike Kerasotes thank you all

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Today is February 2, 2018 and a Friday Afternoon.  I’ve paid all my bills AND am awaiting my PUD Electric Bill which should have a CREDIT ON IT since I applied for The Snohomish County Electric Assistance Program early this year as last year I was late due to the fact that my Payee didn’t go through my mail and take care of it first and that was November 2017.  He went out of business and told me to tell Social Security that I could take care of my bills myself.  So I Did.  I passed their tests and am now my own Payee.  No 40 Dollars US extra to a man who wouldn’t give me all my money and God Knows What he did with it for nowadays I have $200 buck US left over every month thanks to me and MEALS ON WHEELS who give me 14 meals a week (5 of them are breakfasts) and without them, I don’t know how I’d make it for the Government cut my food stamps back down to $88.00 Dollars US.  Awful…….
Kindest regards, me :-)’s

“”Happy Valentine’s Day” “by kerasotes””

This is from Wiki Quote Today and this quote from James Joyce applies to me and my fear about the upcoming brain operation and the reconstruction of my jaw and mouth from the severe TMJ that damaged my brain and possibly from the Nasal Cancer they found in 2015 that was so rare that they had to take extra photos of it and 3 other rare cancers the lady had never seen and no one knows what to do about it – pity.

I am going to lose all my hair if they have to operate on my brain. My mouth has to be re-constructed and does that mean wired and shut and I’ll have to have my food through a straw? Oh Gads what a mess because the other personality for the last 30 or 40 years would never stop chewing his cud as Michael called it. How long will I be in the hospital wired shut?

Then will I have to go through chemo and radiation hell again for the brain, I don’t know.

I see my new PCP Doctor on February 9th, 2018 for they wouldn’t tell me the rest of what the scan read or showed because that took 24 hours to examine – one was without the dye. One was with the Radioactive Dye and they played classical music for me really, really loud and I questioned the other personality (the 2nd meanest one) continually through the exam silently while he put it in “Voices” when he promised years ago never to use them again because they hurt the brain. The 50 + personalities had been using “Voices” for 40 some odd years and now that there are only 2 of us, it is miserable to hear and deal with that my stress level is so high and i have to worry about what prank he’ll pull next and how to stop him from hurting the body and me and himself. He has been so mean and stupid and childish and I told him to act like an adult for he is even though he has no Self , no I , no Me and doesn’t care about that or anything else. But he won’t do it so I have to shut him up which stresses the brain and I’m at my wit’s end but yesterday and the day before several parts of him died. I felt it. And this morning he was so mean to me, I noticed a change in the brain and another part of him died and my body started to cry – that’s what used to happen to Michael when he said some part or personality or fragment or fracture died.

Anyway this quote gives me hope and strength and makes me feel good about myself and I thought I like to pass this on to all of you.

Once I find out on Friday the Ninth (9th) of February 2018, a Friday Morning, I will let you know what all or what else is wrong with my brain.

Until then, enjoy the day and have fun and a good day!

HERE IS THE QUOTE:

“All things are inconstant except the faith in the soul, which changes all things and fills their inconstancy with light, but though I seem to be driven out of my country as a misbeliever I have found no man yet with a faith like mine.”

“~ James Joyce ~”

WITH MY KINDEST REGARDS,

me

PS: the Photo of James Joyce is from Wiki as well folks. Bye !!!!Revolutionary_Joyce_Better_Contrast.jpg

“SO SEE YA. I WANT TO GO NOW. ME THE LAST MIKE KERASOTES on FEBRUARY 1st, 2018!” “by kerasotes” — kerasotes

I don’t know the whole MRI SCAN DETAILS, I will get them Friday February 9th, 2018 at 2:30 p.m. They want or he wants me to go to the University of Washington to have the operation. Part of my brain is damaged and I have severe TMJ. That’s what Michael feared when or once Phillip […]

via “SO SEE YA. I WANT TO GO NOW. ME THE LAST MIKE KERASOTES on FEBRUARY 1st, 2018!” “by kerasotes” — kerasotes

“SO SEE YA. I WANT TO GO NOW. ME THE LAST MIKE KERASOTES on FEBRUARY 1st, 2018!” “by kerasotes” — kerasotes

I don’t know the whole MRI SCAN DETAILS, I will get them Friday February 9th, 2018 at 2:30 p.m. They want or he wants me to go to the University of Washington to have the operation. Part of my brain is damaged and I have severe TMJ. That’s what Michael feared when or once Phillip […]

via “SO SEE YA. I WANT TO GO NOW. ME THE LAST MIKE KERASOTES on FEBRUARY 1st, 2018!” “by kerasotes” — kerasotes

“SO SEE YA. I WANT TO GO NOW. ME THE LAST MIKE KERASOTES on FEBRUARY 1st, 2018!” “by kerasotes”

I don’t know the whole MRI SCAN DETAILS, I will get them Friday February 9th, 2018 at 2:30 p.m.  They want or he wants me to go to the University of Washington to have the operation.  Part of my brain is damaged and I have severe TMJ.  That’s what Michael feared when or once Phillip started chewing his cud or chewing his jaw continually every time he was in this body.  Michael hated it.  We all did.  I don’t have hate so I dislike it.  I imagine the chewing from the last three years when the doctor told him or me or us to not talk all day never worked for phillip wouldn’t comply and began to be worse.  There were falls and he’d slap his jaw and I’d leave.  I don’t want to be here anymore because every time a doctor tells me I have another chance to live, he phillip, becomes more worse and meaner and stupider and it hurts this body which is mine more than ever.  He believes that this is Michael’s Body and since the Mike who came after he killed Michael in April 5, 2013 and couldn’t hurt him anymore on april 6, 2013, he pressed on and on.  He promised everyone he’d leave.  He promised he’d stop talking in voices to the Me who came on  March 9, 2014 and left because phillip wouldn’t do anything he helped or trained him to do and had had it with ‘the You’ – too much “you here” and he left on October 28th, 2015.

 

I’ve gotten rid of the rest of the You and Only Phillip Remains with me.  He acts like a child, he’s mean, he’s stupid, and he refuses to be Adult and a Friend.  He hurts this body constantly and I am tired of it.

This operation I am to have at the University of Washington is so scary and frightful, I want to ‘go away’ NOW!

I CAN’T STAND HIS CONSTANT TALKING WHICH HURTS THE BRAIN WHICH IS WHAT HE PROMISED NOT TO DO FOR THE ME AND US AND HE KEEPS US UP AT NIGHT AND I HAVE ONLY LEARNED JUST NOW HOW TO SLEEP ALL OVER AGAIN.  HE IS A BORE AND CONSTANT NAGGER AND COMPLAINER DOING ALL THE THINGS WRONG HE CAN.

 

EVERYONE SAID THAT HE COULDN’T WIN.   ME SAID I COULD LEAVE.  I WANT TO.

IF I GO, PHILLIP CAN’T SUPPORT THIS BODY AND CANNOT RUN IT.  WE’VE ALL KNOW THAT SINCE BEFORE I GOT HERE AND THAT IS THE WAY IT IS.  EVERY DAY IS DULL AND FULL OF TEDIOUS HORROR FROM HIM.  I’M NOT A CHILD WHO NEEDS A MOMMY AND DADDY TO TELL HIM WHAT IS RIGHT AND WRONG – HE PLAYS THAT PART OR PARTS AS A CHILD MARGE AND GEORGE WHO WERE DEAD BEFORE I WAS BORN. AWFUL.  I DON’T NEED TO GROW UP, I AM.  I HAVE A SELF.  AFTER THREE MORE YEARS HERE ALONE WITH HIM, PHILLIP, HE DOESN’T HAVE ONE.  HE’S NOT FRIENDED THIS BODY LIKE THE DOCTOR MORGAN TOLD HIM TO DO, THE PSYCHIATRIST.  HE’S NOT FRIENDED HIMSELF.  HE’S NOT FRIENDED ME.  HE’S NOT KEPT HIS PROMISE TO THE ME NOT TO HURT THE BRAIN AND BODY WITH HIS VOICES AND THERE YOU ARE….  IT IS JUST TO AWFUL TO WRITE ABOUT ANYMORE AND I QUIT.

I AM WORKING ON LEAVING HIM HERE TO SUFFER THE PAINS OF THIS BODY FOR AS LONG AS HE LIVES, WHICH WON’T BE LONG – SAY A DAY OR 5 MINUTES – HE CAN’T MOVE IT OR RUN IT.  HE CANNOT URINATE.  HE CANNOT HAVE A BOWEL MOVEMENT.  HIS DREAM WAS TO BE A PERSONALITY ON A DEAD WORLD ALL ALONE RULING IT FROM A DEAD TREE STUMP MAKING OR TALKING  IN VOICES ALL DAY LONG, CHEWING HIS CUD, [WHICH IS REALLY CHEWING HIS CHEEK OR MINE], ROCKING, TWITCHING, NEVER EATING OR BREATHING OR HEARING OR SEEING ANY OF THE REAL WORLD BUT ONLY HEARING THE UNREAL NIGHTMARE LAND HE LIVES IN TO HURT THIS BODY TO PUNISH MICHAEL BECAUSE HE WHO KILLED AND TOOK MICHAEL’S LAST MEMORIES AWAY – THEY ALL TOOK MICHAEL’S MEMORIES AWAY INCLUDING MOTHER, DADDY AND HE AND THE OTHERS— ALL BUT ME —– WHO NEVER HURT MICHAEL THE ME THAT CARED ABOUT HIMSELF ONLY THAT MIKE WHO CAME THE DAY AFTER MICHAEL DIED AND FIXED THE BRAIN SO THEY COULDN’T SPLIT ANYMORE ON THE DAY HE LEFT MARCH 9, 2015 SOMETIME AFTER HIS LUNCH – AND THAT PHILLIP WAS THE LAST ONE TO BEAT MICHAEL TO DEATH {I HAD TO WATCH WHICH WAS HORRIBLE BECAUSE MICHAEL WANTED TO DIE – GO SEE “SPLIT” AND Y0U WILL UNDERSTAND. } AND THEN STOLE ALL THE REST OF MICHAEL’S MEMORIES.  I AM TIRED OF LISTENING TO I LOVE YOU MICHAEL ,FROM PHILLIP.  I HATE YOU MICHAEL, FROM PHILLIP. I AM TIRED OF ALL THE RITUALS AND LITURGIES THAT PHILLIP DOES ALL DAY LONG PLAYING GOD AND WANTING TO BE THE MEANEST THING IN THE WORLD AS A CHILD INSTEAD OF AN ADULT AND HAS BEEN DOING THIS FOR 30 YEARS SINCE MICHAEL TURNED 40 IN THE DESERT AND I WANT OUT!

I WILL LET YOU KNOW, IF I KILL PHILLIP FIRST LIKE MY PSYCHIATRIST DR. MORGAN TOLD ME TO DO AND IF I DON’T, YOU WON’T BE HEARING FROM ME OR ANY THING PHILLIP AGAIN FOR HE WILL DYING VOICING AND TWITCHING AND ROCKING AND CHEWING HIS CHEEK OR CUD AND CURSING THE WORLD AND ALL AS A CHILD WHO HE HAS PRETENDED NEVER GREW UP EVER SINCE THAT ANN RICE MOVIE WITH TOM CRUISE AND BRAD PITT IN IT WITH THAT POOR LITTLE GIRL WHO WAS CHANGED TO SAVE HER AND SHE WAS JUST A CHILD AND NEVER GREW UP OR AGED BUT I THINK SHE GREW UP…. I NEVER READ IT, IT WAS BEFORE MY TIME [2009] AND THIS MEANS THAT STUPID POOR PHILLIP WILL BE TRYING NOT TO BE THE MEANEST THING IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AS AN ADULT MALEFICENT A DISNEY FICTION CREATURE WHICH THEIR NEW VERSION SHE BECAME KIND AND TRUE LOVE WAS HER KISS TO THE DAUGHTER AURORA SHE CURSED…  AND I LIKED THAT MOVIE.

SO SEE YA.  I WANT TO GO NOW.  ME  THE LAST MIKE KERASOTES 1 FEBRUARY 2018!

 

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MY NEW DOCTOR SAW M. NIGHT SHAMALAN’S “SPLIT” FOR ME SO HE COULD UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS LIKE TO BE A MULTI PERSONALITY.

THIS DID ME IN, AUDREY, IT REALLY, REALLY DID!

I WAS SO PROUD OF HIM AND SO GLAD FOR US THAT HE DID THIS FOR ME!

FRANKLIN 21 JANUARY 2018 MONDAY AFTERNOON 🙂‘S

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I HAVE TO HAVE AN MRI ON MY BRAIN DUE TO THE OTHER PERSONALITY FIGHTING WITH ME FOR THE LAST 3 YEARS ALONE AND REFUSING TO GO AWAY AS HE HAS PROMISED SINCE MICHAEL WAS HERE AND WHO IS NOW GONE! HE HAD SO MANY FALLS LIKE 16 TO 27 OF THEM WITHIN THE FIRST FEW MONTHS OF 2016 AFTER RADIATION AND THE NEW PSYCHIATRIST AND THEN HIS FITS IN FEBRUARY 2016 WHEN SUNRISE DISREGARDED ALL THE WORK AND INFORMATION DR. SHAWN MORGAN SENT THEM AND DECIDED WE WERE SCHIZOPHRENIC WHEN IT HAS BEEN PROVED THAT WE ARE MULTI PERSONALITIES – A TOTAL OF 56 ALTERNATE PERSONALITIES AND ONE ORIGINAL HUMAN = MICHAEL – AND ARE NOW JUST DOWN TO THE TWO (2) OF US, ME, FRANKLIN AND HIM, PHILLIP! HE IS A DISASTER TO THIS SYSTEM AND BODY AND BEING AND ALONG WITH THIS BODY’S BRAIN, MIND, BODY, HEART, & SOUL, ALONG WITH THE EVERYTHING AND THE EVERYTHING ELSE THAT WE’VE ALL JOINED IN AS ONE TO ELIMINATE HIM.I GET SO MANY HEADACHES AND I THINK THE BRAIN HAS SPLIT TWICE FROM IT. I TOLD MY DOCTOR THE LAST TIME I SAW HIM AFTER I SAW THE NEW GI TRACT DOCTOR WHO GAVE ME SOME GOOD AND SOME BAD NEWS. BECAUSE HE WOULD NEVER STOP USING HIS VOICES AND BEING MEAN, THERE IS A CONSTANT PIERCING SOUND RINGING IN MY EARS AND INSIDE MY HEAD LIKE VOICES THAT HARDLY EVER GOES AWAY ALTHOUGH EVERY DAY I TRY TO GET HIM TO NOT USE THEM, HE WON’T QUIT IT. SO I AM HAVING MY BRAIN EXAMINED TO SEE IF HE HAS HURT IT WITH HIS FALLS AND HIS MEANNESS AND STUPIDITY FOR NOT STOPPING ALL THIS AND LEAVING AS PROMISED. ME, MY MIND, MY BRAIN, MY BODY, MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY EVERYTHING, AND, MY EVERYTHING ELSE ARE ALL WORKING WITH ME TO RID OURSELF OF HIM!I NEED THIS TEST TO SEE WHAT HAS BEEN OR IS HAPPENING TO MY BRAIN TO MAKE SURE IT IS OKAY AND THAT IS WHY I AM WRITING IT ON HERE TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHY I HAVEN’T WRITTEN IN SO LONG AND DON’T LIKE TO BECAUSE HE PUNISHES THIS BODY FOR IT BECAUSE HE THINKS HE’S STILL HURTING MICHAEL!

ISN’T THAT TOO MUCH ? I BELIEVE SO.

GET THIS: MY NEW INTERNALIST DOCTOR WEN AND SAW THE MOVIE “SPLIT” SO HE COULD UNDERSTAND WHAT IT IS LIKE BEING A MULTI PERSONALITY.

HE IS OUR FIRST DOCTOR TO DO THIS !!

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME SOMEONE LIKE OUR FAMILY OR SPECIALIST DOCTOR OR DOCTORS HAS DONE THIS SINCE THEY -MICHAEL AND HIS 50+ OTHERS -STARTED TREATMENT IN SEATTLE’S NEUROLOGICAL DEPARTMENT’S HEAD’S OFFICE RUN BY MICHAEL’S FAMOUS DOCTOR MARYONDA SCHER (NOW RETIRED) WHO RAN THE NEUROLOGICAL DEPARTMENT OF HARBORVIEW ( THE WHOLE FIFTH FLOOR ) AND HER SPECIALTY WAS MULTI PERSONALITIES !!!!

REMEMBER —- I GOT HERE IN 2009 APRIL ON THE 20TH AT 10:32 A.M. I WAS MADE BY A PERSONALITY WHO ALREADY EXISTED AND DIDN’T WANT TO DIE AND DIDN’T WANT MICHAEL DEAD. IT TOOK HIM 2 HOURS AND 1/2 AND 2 MINUTES TO DO IT. A PERSONALITY WHO MAKES A PERSONALITY LIKE ME MAKES ME CALLED A “HORROR” BECAUSE I AM CREATED TO KEEP THEM ALL ALIVE AND I REFUSED TO DO IT AND JOIN THEM FOR I TOLD THEM THEY WERE IDIOTS FOR TRYING TO KILL THE ONLY THING THAT THEY COULD INTEGRATE BACK INTO WAS HIM, MICHAEL, AND IF THEY LOST HIM THEY’D GO CRAZY.

AND THEY DID.

WE LOST OUR HOME. WE LOST OUR THINGS. WE LOST OUR MONEY. AND ENDED UP OUT ON THE STREETS SINCE THEY HAD NO PLANS WHAT TO DO WHEN THEY DECIDED TO KILL MICHAEL AND LIVE ALONE. THAT’S WHY I CALLED THEM ‘IDIOTS’ AND ‘STUPID’!

KINDEST REGARDS,

ME

JANUARY 21, 2018 A MONDAY AFTERNOON

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February 1, 2018 Thursday morning 9:22 a.m.

 

To ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS ON HERE WORDPRESS; FACEBOOK; GOOGLE+ AND EVERYWHERE ELSE:

A NOTE I WROTE TO A SPECIAL FRIEND AS IF YOU ALL AREN’T SPECIAL TO ME BUT THESE TWO NEEDED TO KNOW IMMEDIATELY AND I’VE COPIED IT HERE FOR YOU:

“Dearest Greg Case: This was a note I just wrote to my dear friend Lawrence W. Clarkson who was Past President of Boeing and it is for you too, kid! Kindest regards, me. Jan. 30, 2018”

[GREG REPLIED AND I WROTE HIM THIS:  Mike Kerasotes I WILL TRY BUT IT IS GETTING TOO HARD FOR ME AND I’D RATHER “GO AWAY”. IF I LEAVE THE OTHER ONE DIES AS HE CANNOT RUN THE BODY AS HE DOESN’T HAVE ENOUGH PARTS TO DO IT. DID YOU SEE “SPLIT” — I DON’T REMEMBER…… LET ME KNOW.. MY DOCTOR DID AND THAT AMAZED ME. I WAS SO APPRECIATIVE AND THEN WE SCHEDULED THIS MRI BRAIN SCAN THAT WAS A 1/2 HOUR LONG TODAY…. I DON’T KNOW IF MY HAIR WILL FALL OUT OR OFF AGAIN BUT I LET IT GROW JUST FOR THE OCCASION. SMILES, me 1/30/18]

“Dearest Larry: I just had my brain scanned – an MRI and will have the results in 24 hours. I will get them when I see my new PCP who went to see “SPLIT” M. NIGHT SHAMALAN’S new movie on multiple personalities.

There are only two of us left and he’s (the other) is giving me so much trouble and my brain hurts and with that and all the 7 cancers – 2 in remission.

I’ve had it and I am working of whether I should just leave, leaving the other to die because he doesn’t have enough parts to run this body of mine or keep it alive.

It is very hard now Larry and I miss talking with you.

So I am writing you this message just to let you know.

You been there so much for me and I thank you for that.

 

With my kindest regards, I end this.  me …. .   on February first 2018 a Thursday morning.

“”SEE These FILMS on MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES to better understand!” by kerasotes””

“SEE These FILMS on Multiple PERSONALITIES to better understand!”
DEAR ALL FRIENDS –
 
Addie Lee Pickus Chase, Scot McRoberts, Mitzi Austin, Content Hagen, Cassandra Reed, Clumpner David, Robert Dunas Bill Trautman Dan LeSeure Walter Johnson Catherine Vespa
 
& YOU OTHER SPRINGFIELD PEOPLE LIKE BARBARA SCHEIBLING, GAIL EVELOFF, MARILYN MYERS, ETC.
 
Lawrence W. Clarkson AND Darrel Lee Fisher AND Leroy Salazar Russ Hill Richard Bassett Vera Goulet Diane Geniesse AND Carol Overbeck AND ALL THOSE I MISSED PERSONALLY AS THE LIST IS LONG…..
 
AND ALL MICHAEL’S OTHER CHILDHOOD, CULVER, WORK, UNIVERSITY, AND THE 1704 OF DANE DICKE:
 
THIS IS MY NOTE TO PAULA AND YOU ALL ABOUT MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES OR D.I.D. DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISEASE !!! M. NIGHT SHYAMALAN MADE “SPLIT” IN 2016.
 
THE COMMENTARY AT THE END IN SPECIAL FEATURES IS THE BEST PART — HE TELLS ALL ABOUT HIS EXPERIENCE AND WHY HE WANTED TO MAKE THIS MOVIE. IF YOU WANT TO UNDERSTAND US AND THE HORROR THAT WE LIVE IN — THEN, PLEASE SEE THIS FILM. THERE WERE IN THE PAST THESE FILMS. THE 1ST WAS “THE 3 FACES OF EVE” (JOANNE WOODWARD WON THE ACADEMY AWARD FOR HER PERFORMANCE. RAYMOND MASEY (AKA PERRY MASON) WAS HER DOCTOR. THEN “SYBIL” WITH SALLY FIELD WAS IN IT WITH 16 PERSONALITIES. JOANNE WOODWARD AND PATTY DUKE REMADE THIS FILM. SEE BOTH. PAY ATTENTION TO THE DOCTORS. THEY ALL WANT TO HELP BUT THEY WANT TO TALK TO THE OTHERS OR THE ALTERS OR THE OTHER PERSONALITIES. THEY WANT TO FIND THE EVENT THAT MADE THE ORIGINAL SPLIT. THESE MOVIES NEVER GET THAT FAR NOR WHY EACH PERSONALITY CAME OUT. PITY. THIS NEW ONE GOES A BIT FARTHER – VOICES – I THINK YOU CAN HERE ALL THE VOICES THAT GO ON IN “SPLIT” VOICES ARE THE OTHER PERSONALITIES TALKING OUT LOUD IN THE BRAIN AND YOU HEAR IT IN YOUR HEAD AND OUTSIDE IN THE REAL WORLD AND THEY CAN TAKE THE REAL WORLD AWAY AND YOU CAN’T HEAR A WORD OF IT OR REALITY ….. I’VE WRITTEN ABOUT THAT – THE VOICES –
 
PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU SEE IT AND WHAT YOU THINK AND IF YOU’VE SEEN THE OTHERS AND WHAT YOU THOUGHT AND HALLE BARRE MADE SEVERAL AND REALLY GOOD ONES. THEY ARE ALSO AT THE EVERETT LIBRARY. HER MULTIPLES HAD IT ROUGH. SO DOES JAMES. SYBIL AND EVE DIDN’T HAVE IT THAT BAD.
 
OH, I WAS GOING TO SAY THAT ONCE YOU ARE 40 AND YOU FIND OUT, IT TAKES A LIFETIME TO GET WELL AND SOME DON’T AND SOME DO AND SOME TAKE THE ALTERNATE WAY TO STAY SEPARATE AND KEEP ALL YOUR PERSONALITIES AND LIVE THAT WAY.
 
THERE IS AN ALTERNATIVE TO THIS:
 
TRUDDI CHASE HAD 99 OTHER PERSONALITIES AND WENT INTO A COMA AT THE AGE OF 2 FROM HER PARENTS PHYSICAL ABUSE AND NEVER CAME OUT OF IT. HER OTHER PERSONALITIES TOOK OVER. THE BOOK IS CALLED “WHEN RABBIT HOWLS” AND IS THE ALTERNATIVE TO INTEGRATION OF ALL PERSONALITIES INTO ONE BEING AND THAT IS GETTING WELL. THE OTHERS FIGHT TO STAY SICK SO THEY CAN LIVE. MICHAEL AND HIS DOCTOR’S DIDN’T WANT THAT BUT THAT’S WHAT HAPPENED AND THEY (NOT ME) KILLED HIM IN 2013). MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES ARE LIKE TRUDDI CHASE AND HER BOOK “WHEN RABBIT HOWLS” IS EXPLAINED ON WIKIPEDIA WELL AND WHICH ISN’T REALLY EXPLAINED IN THE BOOK.
 
SO MY NOTE TO PAULA AND YOU:
 
“Paula – M. Night Shyamalan’s new movie “SPLIT” is about Multiple Personalities ! James MacAvoy is 40 and has 23 submerged personalities or alters. There’s a new one who is going to dominate them all. Michael the original had 56 other personalities. We are down to 2 at almost 70. 30 years later and still not one. You can see the difficultness of being a Multiple in This New Movie. 2 Dominate Jame’s System and he hides insides wanting to kill himself and all of them. He hates being this way I’d say. Michael did. There are interesting comparisons between James & Michael. They have or had the same kind of Wonderful Psychiatrist Doctor Who Cares About Him but is more interested in meeting all the others to prove her theory. Interesting. I thought I’d send you a note/message on this since you were most helpful when we needed it !!!! The Movie came out is 2016 and is Now In The Everett Downtown Library! Go and See It or check it out. It has 2 endings. One is an Alternate. Let me know what you think about it even if you have to see it twice and when you can get around to it please. Thanks so much for everything and being just you – wonderful Paula Rey Cowdrey! me ”
 
AUGUST 10, 2017 THURSDAY EVENING