Sadness & Lost
At is what is gone and all i have left is cruely – is what I have left for me ! Awfull !
Phillip is gone Phillip –
It is Cruelty who is still here and about 6 years old and lost! It has hurt Phillip and I too much. Philip has indeed gone now it is only Cruelty left not Philip or Phillip has gone.
I am at my loss and no wit to cheer me up!
That awful thing – that fucked Michael over with till he died!
I’m not dying here !
I asked for this body and it was given me.
Nothing Else Can Have It –