I go to see my new specialist about my internal bleeding. I wasn’t worried about it this month although I thought I would never make it there. Now I know I will! I am worried very much now about this visit. It is so very, very important to me and my life. I was worried that I would have to be hospitalized for I have no one to drive me back and forth to operations or internal operations and will tell my new doctor so. I want to put that off for I have a few things I need to do. One is pick up the rest of my monthly money and the other is to fill out while there or get all the rest of the paperwork and forms necessary for me to continue getting The Energy Assistance Program for Electricity that I got last year. This year they sent me a form saying I don’t need to go in and that is a relief. I won’t have to wait in line for hours for an appointment later in the month. November 14th is when the program would start and require me to go in and get the appointment for the date that I would see one of the Snohomish County Energy Assistance People and that is nice. I called my payee’s office and I can visit with them on Friday after I go to my new specialist about the bleeding on Thursday.
Then I can go to the hospital for tests and such because I think he or she will want an endoscopy and a colonoscopy to see where the arteries and nerves and veins are breaking and my family doctor thinks it starts in my stomach as well as the intestines and colon. It is worrying and frightening now at this point and I am trying my best to keep calm. I am resting and relaxing and not doing much walking. I did my laundry today so I would have clean underwear and clothes for my visit and such and that is a relief.
I have been reading and sleeping and napping yet I am headachy and tired and worn and I think it is from the loss of all that blood. This has been going on now for about a year for I started radiation last October in 2015 and it is now October 2016. It was all supposed to stop two weeks after I completed radiation in January 2016 but it did not.
I will let you know how it comes out.
Thanks for your support. me