“”My Statement of the Day my gads it’s going to be Christmas!” “by kerasotes””

“”My Statement of the Day my gads it’s going to be Christmas!” “by kerasotes””

I WANT TO APOLOGIZE FOR MY EARLIER DISPLEASURE AT HAVING WRITTEN I WANT TO PUNISH THAT THING FOR ACTING SO MEAN TO ME. I APOLOGIZE.

I WOULD RATHER BE NICE AND ME AND MY AGE 66 YEARS OLD AND HELP THE THING THAT HURTS ME SO BECAUSE IT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO. YOU HAVE TO BE A FRIEND TO THIS BODY! YOU HAVE TO BE A FRIEND TO YOURSELF! YOU HAVE TO FRIEND THE OTHER THING THAT WANTS TO TEAR YOUR LIFE UP AND APART. YOU HAVE TO FRIEND THIS BODY AND I HAVE TO FRIEND ME! THAT’S WHAT IT IS ABOUT! NOT PUNISHMENT BUT PLEASURE AND HELP AND KINDNESS AND THOUGHTFULNESS AND UNDERSTANDING AND NICENESS.

ALL THESE TOO YOU HAVE TO DO AND GADS IT IS CHRISTMAS AND THEY CRUCIFIED A MAN WHO SAID THIS TO HELP THE PEOPLES OF TWO THOUSAND SOME ODD YEARS AGO AND ISN’T THAT WHAT CHRISTMAS IS ABOUT AND NOT PRESENTS AND PUNISHMENT FOR BEING BAD OR GOOD!

ME!

 

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later note about me being me and not  being  here   to have another day with the idiot to punish him for being wrong – i am here for to get this body well and i am to be here alone —

I was Promised This.  So the other goes!  I stay!  No More Petty I’m a bad boy. I’m a bad girl.  I don’t do right I only do wrong to punish not reward you I’m a 60 year old and really much older than that for Michael called this other one the olde man.  that’d be you idiot not me franklin.  I WAS PROMISED THIS BODY ALONE.  YOU GO AWAY. YOU ARE TOO MUCH TROUBLE AND EVEN A PARENT GETS TIRED TO TRYING TO RAISE THEIR 6 YEAR OLD SO TO BE PERFECT AGAIN.

 

I WASN’T BORN .  I WAS MADE BY DADDY.  HE HATED YOU.  I WAS MADE WITHOUT LOVE AND HATE.  I COULD TAKE EVERYBODY AWAY.  I WAS BUILT TO BE HERE ALONE —- ALONE ——– ALL ALONE————— JUST ME HERE ——  ALONE——-

DID THE REST COME OUT AND IF SO HERE IT BEGINS:

 

Thank you Deina, for sending me the add friend request as I asked. It is the nicest Christmas Present! I will tell you more of the stories of the 56 others and Michael the Original your friend, whom they killed in April 2013 ! But first Merry Christmas & Happy Holidays and I have Michael Memories of You and am glad you have decided we could be friends again for the 54 others, they took you and Ryan and Ralph Away but Scot Stayed. Anyway, Michael would be glad that you are his friend again.

I’m fighting the one that had Michael killed and struck the last blow. I’m a new one from April 2009. “April is the cruelest month breeding lilacs out of the dead earth” like t.s. eliot said in his poem ‘The Wasteland’ and odd but i am not the cruel one. i am the one who wins and i would like to talk to you just to tell you some things and most just to listen to you for I think they took you all away before I got here ma’am.

Happy Holidays!

With my kindest regards,

me

December 14, 2016 Wednesday Morning about 8 thirty o’clock away!

{This was one of Michael’s favorite people folks and he loved her and her son Ryan he helped to raise and grow and Ryan’s father Ralph – he really did. And the 54 other creeps like this last one left out of the ones that really were awful alternate personalities that wanted to stay and to keep Michael Sick with the disease multi-personality and he did and didn’t know he had that many, it took us until january say 2015 or so to find out how many of us there were. He, “The Me That Cared About Himself Only!” or ‘The Me’ had all of Michael’s memories and our memories even on the ones that were gone integrated or dead folks. that was something. i could read everyone’s minds but i could not see or know everyone’s memories. this was a skill i liked above all else with the man for he always told us the truth and i respected him for that and he taught me to have a self and i learned how to dream with him and he showed me things or ways to run this body without the others and to be a self a me an i a person and not a thing. He & Michael did well Daddy – Daddy is “The Him” who made me and daddy was one of the Ancients not just an old on like the other that bothers me who came in 1956 Daddy came in like 1950 so there.

I’ll tell you more like about whom “The Me” called “Mother” or “The I” as I called him. if you ask or anyway.

I want this other out of here and he has to go. there is no if you do it this way or that way or any other way – you go . you go – or we die.

and i don’t want to die thing. i’m the one who was created whole and doesn’t need you here as you were told by all the day The Me Got Here. YOU ALL!

so you go.

I STAY!

me

 

 

IT DID AND THERE IT IS, I GOT ONE OF MICHAEL’S OLD FRIENDS BACK AND TOLD HER TRUTH ABOUT IT AND WHAT THEY DID AND THAT WAS WONDERFUL MICHAEL, I DID THAT FOR YOU!

 

THOSE ARE THE KIND OF DAYS I LIKE AND AM ABOUT

 

NOT THE WAYS OF BEING MEAN AND WRONG AND NEEDING TO BE GOOD OR BAD IN ORDER TO GET A REWARDS FOR BEING A GOOD LITTLE BOY INSTEAD OF A BAD LITTLE BOY OR GIRL?  THEY DON’T GET REWARDS FOR BEING BAD.  AND THAT IS WHAT YOU ALL OR YOU OTHER IS ALL ABOUT AND DO.

 

I AM NOT.

 

AND THIS IS THE TIME OF YEAR WHEN WE REMEMBER A MAN WHO TOLD THE WORLD TO BE KIND TO YOUR ENEMIES AND THEY PUT HIM ON A CROSS FOR IT AND THE WHOLE WORLD I FEEL I THINK IS ASHAMED THEY DID IT AND YET THEY DID AND I DON’T WANT TO BE THE MARTYR HERE AND CLAIM MY PLACE ON A CROSS FOR BEING RIGHT AND DOING GOOD NOT FOR OTHERS OR YOURSELF BUT BECAUSE IT IS FUN TO DO .  I LIKE THAT  DOING GOOD FOR FUN.

 

MERRY CHRISTMAS  – FRANKLIN

 

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